not on facebook so ill update here :)

So i got a list of 45 kids in foster care and cps that need help.
If you or anyone you know would like to help by donating a gift for a child 3 months to 15 yrs old..... let me know.... we can use all the help we can get!!! Hopes are that each child will get a toy (around $20) and an outfit!!! email me at wills869@aol.com for sizes and sex of a child you can help and prayer lots of prayer
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You are good to us

As I arrive back from Metro, a church service for twenty somethings, I am overjoyed at the song we sang, The lyrics are God is good, our God is good to us.
Yes you are Lord you are good to us, you are good. You are the light that casts out darkness, you are the Truth, The God we long for and The God whose name is Emmanuel. You are good to us even before you were with us. Before I even think about myself I see your goodness and I am blown away. Then as I start to think of all the awesomeness you have done in my life, How you forgive me for my words, how you do not let my enemies rejoice over me, how you God have brought such good into my life. I praise you for all you have done and pray I will be grateful regardless of what tomorrow will bring, I pray my heart may be with you so that my treasure will be found only in you. I pray that pride is always expelled from me. That when i look to raise my own name that it will be covered and yours be great. I pray humility will let me rejoice when your glory has surpassed my breath of a life, that is all I know but you know can vanish in an instant, Love you Praise you Thank you

MUSIC

Loving John Waller, he is like the taylor swift of annointed music, love listening to basically all his songs. like this one....

You are love
So I am love
You are joy
And so I am, joy
You are peace
So I am peace
Lord everything you are
Now becomes me

The line between
Where you begin
And where I end
Is gone, now I'm in…

(Chorus)
YOU, I know who I am
You're my true, born identity
I'm not the one I used to be
For now there is no separating
You…from who I am

You are strong
So I am strong
You are power
And so I am…powerful
You are mercy
So I am mercy
Cause everything you are
Has now become me

Anything less is not us
Anything less is not us
Anything else is not who we are

GOD WHAT IS THIS WORLD?!>!?>!?!?

We have fallen so far. Oh God as I sit here trying to hold back tears. Cuz I just got a notification that a sex offender has moved into the neihborhood. We have plenty around here. But i knew him. and now I see his pic and he looks hard and it says high risk next to his nicknames. Oh God so many victims in this world
What is this world that in one day victims are made, death comes swiftly, lives our summed up on a postcard, innocence is pulled away in an instant.

25

Well 25...

1. I hate the gym I would rather go do something active like a dance class, some hiking, a lil run in the neighborhood and then go enjoy some mint choclate chip ice cream and watch the holiday or the count of monte cristo.

2. I think i should go to the theatre more

3. i love driving into houston just to take a walk, grab some vietnamese coffee and take pics

4. I love that Jesus is my boyfriend, best friend, he is honest and we go on dates and take pictures

5. the more I travel the more i want to go somewhere else, really feeling oregon and Italy are calling my name

6 i enjoy fishing and sad i dont have mornings on my pier anymore...Ike.. :(

7 i got a dog and a shotgun and i may need to trade the lexus in for a truck

8 my 2 nieces and 2 nephews are so important to me!! my greatest desire is they would live lives that desire Jesus above all

9 my sis is having a lil boy kingston in March, I can not wait!

10 i have walked out of movies if there is too much profanity

11 i love reading, and give books away after i read them

12 i dont like working but i feel greatly its my responsibility to be a good steward of what God has given me

13 i would love to go to Ireland and work in spreading the gospel there

14 I love my friends and I just hope they seek God and that they want His will for their lives

15 prayer is powerful and God is good

16 currently learning... blessings can be messy and churches need Jesus or they will easily lose the vision

17 i love being around people and hearing their stories

18 i gotta have alone time to rest in Jesus or i get overwhelmed and agitated too easily

19 my fav times are spent with phil wickham, nickelback or randy rogers in my car

20 one day ill finish the school thing and learn to use punctuation... maybe

21 boys annoy me when they do things i feel only girls should do

22 i will never do laundry and if i get married and the guy wont do it, he better make enough money to hire somone who will do it

23 Frontier Ranch is the best place on earth and colorado is awesome

24 im horribly inconsistent, always have sometheing to say and i am way scattered

25 I think a day is complete when you can think of something fun ya did and something ya accomplished and if ya come up short dont come up short the next day

we of liitle faith

When I first prayed for Israel wheels had been set in morion for me to go. I felt that it was going to happen. As the trip approached news of war and border closings and killing spread like wild fire. I wasnt nervous after hearing stories on the news I knew if it was Gods will I would be there.
BUt Then......... I remembered my prayers to go and knew as I got on the plane If I made it to Israel I would have received an answered prayer. God really listened and did what I asked. Even before I asked he had it all planed out. As I thought of this instead of gratitude, a fear came over me, a depart from me for I am a sinful man, peter moment hapenned to me. I was like wow If he is real and He is always with me and He has the power to open boundaries between countries, to bring money, to bring destruction as well as peace. He is kinda scarier to be around, do we really want to be that close to Him??? Maybe the fluffy Jesus we read in children books, The God who is a vending machine at our will is much easier, Safer to move cose to. But that kind of god is not one that brings passion, deliverance, or stories of lives drastically changed. In the chronicles of Narnia it is asked if Aslan is safe, beaver replies, no he is not safe but he is good.
God is Just. He is love. He is a refuge
He is not safe. He has a radical need to destroy sin. That even caused death to His one and only Son. God is not safe He is not in a box we carry. But He is good. He is very good. He is far better and more good than we can imagine.

eyes on The Jesus

This might not make sense... but ya..... Basically what is the deal with the rules that we place on each other??? Ok why is it we are so concerned with "Big Sins" Like if ya are a christian dont drink, if ya want to be a good person dont drink, If ya do you and God have issues. Or You murdered someone you are a bad person or ya have not murdered someone ya are a good person. Then if people have their "Big Sins" in check then they are good people... What happened to the greatest commandment being to love The Lord your God and your neighbor as yourself.
Now im not saying to drink or murder. But i wonder if satan uses these sins to hide over our sins of greed and selfishness and self righteousness.
Well as im talking about these thoughts with my yl girl we pass a strip club with dont drink and drive on there sign.
Like.... come in watch women dance for you. Enjoy your drugs. Demoralize our culture But Dont drink and drive
We are so easily ready to walk in and say i dont drink and drive GO ME!! and miss the fact of all the other wrong.
I guess in conclusion we all have what we think is right and wrong and each person wants us to fit their mold of their level of holiness and acceptability, which is rather exhausting
More reason why we need our own personal relationship with Jesus.
Not to say we need to ignore the big sins or be blind to lacking holiness
but shouldnt we search for our Jesus, let His holy spirit convict and teach us. Shouldnt we allow fellow saints to help us instead of falling into the constant trap of saying well my sin is not as bad as theirs